Just a quick encouragement, are you having one of those days? Christ said to come to him all ye who are weary and heavy-laden and he will give you rest (Matt 11:28). Don’t give up on God, he will never ever give up on you. He will never leave us nor forsake us (Hebrews 13:5b). God’s faithfulness is everlasting (Psalm 119:90), even when we are faithless, he still remains faithful (2Tim2:13). So, relax and let our Sovereign God perform his wonders in your situation. God bless you.